Facing Forgiveness

By |February 29th, 2012|

I know in my heart

I’ve got to let it go

Got to let it be

Release the anger inside of me

 

I know in my heart

This is not the way God made me to be

He wants me to cast my care upon Him

Set my soul free

 

I know in my heart

Forgiveness is not only for them

But also for me

I […]

The Black Abyss

By |February 22nd, 2012|

To tell the plain and simple truth

Most times I feel like I’m in the dark hole

I can’t get out of

Happiness, love and joy are all around me

But I can’t touch it, no matter how hard I try

 

It’s like I’m from another dimension looking in

Everyone is smiling and laughing around me

But my laughter and smiles, I […]

Anxiety Knocks

By |January 3rd, 2012|

There was a time you use to be a regular part of me

Wherever I’d go, it’s you I’d see

I never felt safe with you around

You turned my whole world upside down

 

I’d pray everyday and ask God to send

You away from me, you’re not my friend

Still there you were, always taunting me

I still held on to […]

Overcoming Anxiety

By |January 3rd, 2012|

Empty your mind of negative things

Take a deep breath

Breathe out, breathe in

 

Get your body in tip-top shape

Eat well, sleep well, exercise

Don’t you wait, don’t compromise

 

Remember your fear is only in your head

It’s not as scary as what you dread

Don’t believe the frightening imaginings of your mind

Also remember take it a step at a time

 

Don’t be […]

Panic Attacks

By |January 3rd, 2012|

My heart is racing

My chest is tight

I’m feeling spacey

I’m not alright

 

My feet are wobbly

I can not stand

I can’t think straight

Got shaky hands

 

Can’t do the things I normally could do

Can’t cross the street

Can’t tie my shoe

 

My voice is slurred

My vision is blurred

I am consumed by worry

For my safety

 

Wish I was alone

In my safety zone

Where no one […]

Worry

By |January 3rd, 2012|

Worry can’t change things

Fix things or make things better

It doesn’t add to your life in anyway

Unless it’s to give you an ulcer

 

So why worry?

Don’t ask me

What do I do it?

Worry does absolutely nothing for me

 

Why do I worry and make such a fuss?

When I know God’s got a plan for us

 

Worry doesn’t add at all […]

Guilty

By |January 3rd, 2012|

I feel so guilty

Like a total and absolute failure

I am so upset at my behavior

Why do I have to be so human?

Why do I have to be so flawed?

So indiscipline, I’m appalled

I want to better

Make better choices

I wish I didn’t give into temptation

I wish I was better at making sacrifices

So badly I want to be […]

Deliverance

By |January 3rd, 2012|

I wanna get better

I wanna heal

I wanna know why

Why me?

The truth to be revealed

I feel like I am dying

Infact, sometimes I wish I was dead

No, I don’t mean that

I wanna live instead

Instead of walking around

Always feeling down

I can’t take this any more

Take it away

Make things better

Find me a cure

So I can live

Live free, live long

Free […]

Cure

By |January 2nd, 2012|

No doctor can help me

None can find the cure for what ills me

Can’t be fixed by any medication

What I need is a mental vacation

From toxic thoughts making my mind ill

I can’t be helped just by taking a pill

Lord, it’s you I need

You are my cure

Make me better

Make me more

More than I ever envisioned I could […]

Decision

By |February 28th, 2010|

Made a decision

NO MORE, NO MORE

I finally decided to throw my defeated attitude out the door

Nothing is hopeless unless I’m dead

So out you go

Negative thoughts in my head

I am determined

I’m going to win

Giving into fear

Would be my biggest sin

I am the head, I’m not the tail

I will succeed, I will not fail

I am the lender, […]